HOW TO DIE HAPPY, PORTUGAL, 2026

A THREE-DAY RESET

You've done the work. The therapy, the journalling, and the meditation apps. Maybe there are one or two self-help books stacked by the bedside table, two. You likely understand yourself better than most. And yet ...

There's still something that won't shift. A psychological pattern that keeps returning. A version of yourself you've glimpsed occasionally, but can't quite inhabit. A tiredness that sleep doesn't fix.

You don't need more information. You need an embodied experience.

Imagine returning home three days from now – beyond rested – genuinely different. Lighter in a way you can feel in your body. Clearer on what matters and what doesn't. More yourself than you've been in years.

That's what happens when the right medicine meets the right container, the right facilitators, and the right amount of time to let it all land.

This is a carefully held container in a place that seems to exist outside of ordinary time – ancient mountains, clean air, and a silence deep enough to actually hear yourself think. The kind of environment that does half the work before we've even begun.

Over three days, we'll work with psilocybin in a safe, intentional, and therapeutically informed setting – the same approach that, in a single session, has helped countless people dissolve decades of emotional armour, rewrite their relationship with themselves, and return to their lives fundamentally changed. Here, you'll have two more days to breathe it through, talk it through, and walk it into your body on the Portuguese hillside, sit in a circle with others on the same journey, and let it land. Properly.

The dates: Thursday 30th July — Sunday 2nd August 2026.

What's included:

Welcome circle and ceremony preparation One psilocybin journey, therapeutically held, integration circle, breathwork journey, hike in the Portuguese landscape, spacious time to rest and integrate, three nights' accommodation, and all meals included.

Prices from: €1,400.

We have just 6 rooms available – 4 with private bathrooms, 2 with shared bathrooms. Bringing a friend or partner?


Limited spaces left. Get in touch for pricing.

All applicants will be screened to ensure this is the right retreat for you.

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Life-changing integrative retreats

HOW TO DIE HAPPY, PERU, 2026

For first-time conscious adventurers seeking a safe and structured introduction to plant medicine.

For more experienced psychonauts keen to better embody the sustainable integration.

NOVEMBER, 2026
Sacred Valley, Peru

APPLICATION-ONLY

PRICES START AT $5,000

Limited Spots Available

Our 2025 retreat

Ten beautiful souls joined our How To Die Happy Retreat in June this year, agreeing to make a film with us about their truly transformative experience. What started as a group of seekers – strangers – became family in just eleven days.

We will never forget their journey.

How To Die Happy Retreat, June 2025, Sacred Valley, Peru.

Meet your facilitators

Together, Martin, Julia, and Stephano ensure that this retreat is about more than just a ceremony—it’s about integration, balance, and lasting transformation.

What makes this retreat different?

Many plant medicine retreats focus only on the ceremony, with back-to-back ceremonies and schedules. The psychedelic experience can be profound, but without integration, insights fade fast, and the real work gets lost in the return to ‘normal life’.

This retreat is built around preparation and integration, ensuring that your transformation stays with you long after you leave the Sacred Valley.

What you’ll get:

Expert guidance

Led by Martin O’Toole (ICEERS-certified psychedelic integration coach, author, podcaster, and breathwork facilitator) & Julia Louise (experienced yoga & mindfulness instructor, retreat leader).

Structured integration

1:1 & group psychedelic integration therapy, Emotional Release Breathwork, somatic practices, and fireside reflections.

Safe, responsible plant medicine work

Two ceremonies (Ayahuasca & Huachuma) + a guided plant medicine hike (Huachuma).

A daily practice to take home

Kundalini yoga, meditation, pranayama, and mindfulness techniques to integrate your experience into real life.

Unique additions

Kirlian photography scans to track your energetic shifts, Art Therapy, and limited Emotional Release Bodywork slots.

Micro-mentary film

A professionally shot and edited personal documentary, capturing your journey from start to finish—interviews, experiences, and key moments to help you revisit and integrate your transformation.

Sacred Valley immersion

Plus, we’ll explore Pisac, Ollantaytambo, and connect with the wisdom of Q’ero shamans and Shipibo healers.

Why people are joining this retreat

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Claire M, Belgium, 2025 Participant

“I had a truly transformative experience at the June retreat, and am excited to return to further my inner work in November.

This retreat encouraged me to continue with my creativity, and to share my gifts — what I’ve learned — because this is the way to be happy. To share who we are, and to share what’s most precious in us. When we share it, it’s not lost; it’s amplified”.

A sanctuary in the Andes

Nestled in the tranquil town of Rinconada, minutes from the vibrant cultural hub of Pisac, the Psychic Garden retreat centre provides the perfect haven for introspection and growth. Surrounded by the stunning peaks of the Sacred Valley and the soothing flow of the Urubamba River, this boho space offers:

  • Three charming houses — designed for rest and connection.

  • Communal dining.

  • A yoga shala with breathtaking mountain views.

  • Dedicated spaces for meditation, sound healing, and bodywork.

  • Organic, locally sourced catering, lovingly prepared by Peruvian locals.

  • Sauna.

  • Wild swimming.

  • Riverside hikes.

This will be our second retreat here this year. You’ll find a harmonious balance between natural respite and the vibrant culture of the Sacred Valley, creating an unforgettable setting for your journey inwards. 

Psychic Garden, the How To Die Happy Peru retreat base. A two-story house with a curved roof, made of adobe-like material, surrounded by trees and mountains, with a stone walkway leading to the entrance.
A bedroom, How To Die Happy Peru retreat. A bedroom with a bed, a large mirror, wooden beams on the ceiling, a window, and plants.

Who this retreat
is for

This is not a retreat for those seeking recreational experiences or rapid-fire ceremonies. It’s for folks who:

✔️ Are new to plant medicine and want a safe, responsible introduction.
✔️ Have previous psychedelic experience but know that integration is where real change happens.
✔️ Are seeking more than just a ‘trip’ — they want lasting transformation.
✔️ Value structured guidance, psychological safety, and deep integration.

✔️ This retreat is application-only, following an assessment to ensure your intentions and values align with ours.

Psychedelic preparation & integration guide (free download)

New to plant medicine? Or want to deepen your preparation process
Download my Psychedelic Preparation Guide, a powerful resource to help you navigate this work safely and intentionally.

Investment and application process

Retreat Dates: November 1–11, 2025
Investment: Starting from $5,000 (depending on room selection).
Location: Sacred Valley, Peru

This retreat is by application only. We carefully select participants based on intention, psychological readiness, and group dynamic fit.

  • Step 1: Submit your application.

  • Step 2: If approved, schedule a brief call.

  • Step 3: Secure your spot with a deposit.

Limited Spaces – Apply now!

Plant medicine lights the path;
integration shows you how to walk it

If you’re serious about this work, apply now to join us in Peru’s Sacred Valley.

FAQs

Private psychedelic retreats and journeys

Ready for a life-changing journey? Join us for exclusive, bespoke retreats in Holland, Spain, and Peru. These one to five-night experiences offer a safe, guided psychedelic setting for healing, introspection, and creativity with close friends, family, or colleagues.

Ideal for personal growth, team bonding, or strategic planning, these retreats go beyond the psychedelic experience. You'll engage in intentional psychological work with pre- and post-sitting integration coaching, focusing on harm reduction and safe exploration.

We maintain a strict no-alcohol and no-Class A drugs policy to ensure the integrity and safety of the experience. Non-compliance results in immediate removal without a refund.

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